Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Staring at a Chemo Patient

to look at your child that has shadows around his eyes and his skin is pail....ugh!  to look at him and pretend all is normal and that there is nothingn different or wrong with him.  To remember that you have to look at him and see what you see but act as though he looks normal. 

i have learned that i have to do see this more now than not.  but it does make your mind wander and think?  Your heart sink that your son is not looking very good?  Is he happy...yes! Is he hopeful...yes..... but he looks like crap...but how is your face?  it is a poster of happiness...... it is a look as if nothing is wrong....it is a posture as though things are normal....this has become my life!

No comments:

Post a Comment