Friday, March 18, 2011

where am I?

I have so much to say...where do i start....well, i was gonna start about 2 hours ago...it's my night to stay at the hospital....beats being home alone...i had scary dreams last night...lol...well, it wasn't fun sleeping last night with me all alone in the house by myself....beside the point.....

i am tired.....have i ever mentioned that before?  i worked today, and then went to the hospital and had to meet brian outside bc marshall had visitors....2 per room....and he had two....so brian and i went to get something to eat....came back...we picked him up 10 nuggets.......on the way back.....brian left....i am still tired by the way......i missed a call from brian telling me that marshall has visitors coming up the room....while that was going on i was getting my face ready for the night, just put my hair up...i looked at the toilet and marshall had thrown up while going to the bathroom......it happens it's life unfortunately for him sometimes......

so he threw up 9 nuggets...he said "well, i went from eating 9 to 1...."  have to see the humor.....

so, i have to go so bad, i have to reput my make up on bc he has two friends coming up........i just wanted to get in bed and read.....so.....they eventually get here and i leave.....off to go get a drink....marshall says thirty minutes.....where else am i supposed to go at 8 pm at night.  can't go outside in the gorgeous weather and read....no biggie.....i see a mom that her daughter has just come up here due to a fever and a nose bleed.......we are neighbors...they are next door to us.....so, i saw her bringing in her things was i told her i was getting kicked out.....then i come back it was time...i gave him 30 minutes......then he tells me he was having fun and didn't want them to leave....told him next time let me know.....before he wasn't in the mood but i guess he got in the mood....so....i need to get more diet coke.....i ask him if he needs anything...says bottled water....okay, call brian and ask where to get it at almost 9 at night...."family room" he says outside the door....so, i take my cup....refill my diet coke, go into the room and for bottled water it costs $1.25....i whip out my 2 ones.....crap...it's a 1 and a 5.......LOL....so, i go back to my room and swap out the 5 for a 1.....i go and it's all good....as i am going back i run into the mom again......."our neighbor"  her daughter has what marshall has......they have become buds....we pass by at clinic and all....anyway, we go into  6B together and i told her i had to go back and get the correct change...we are chatting, we stop at my room door and i am asking about her daughter, we are talking about the doctors, what time we get up...telling her if she needs someone let me know...i am here all night.......we chat for about 5 min....i am tired. by the way......and she goes off to her room....we are neighbors........i open the door that we have been chatting at for 5 min now.....and i stop.......i am looking at two parents, they don't look to happy and an adorable little 5-7 year old boy in the bed.....i say "Omgosh, i am so sorry....wrong room......i am crouching.,.....knees bent...arms out....bottled water in hand.....bc i went in like i normally do....bump the door with my butt so not to touch anything....i continue with the "i am so sorry.....wrong room....."  again, spaced out faces and expressions....they say nothing...the boy just looks and i just leave.....i quietly close the door and go "next door"  then it all clicks when i see the mom going two doors down...duh!!!!!

this whole time i have been here i have wanted to go into that room....for some reason i keep thinking that that is where marshall is...nope!!!!!!!  only me........

so, embarrassed as i am...i go in and laugh and tell marshall call brian and tell him he is so not surprised.......i get ready for bed...i am going to write in my blog....marshall asks me to massage his foot....i hate feet....the smell the feel......i touch brian's with the tip of my fingers and go....ok....done.....but i have done this before and only for marshall....you know i love him when i spend an hour very gently rubbing his inner foot and his big toe...not to hard and not to soft but more on the not to hard part...

marshall put in one of the DVDs of the preds game that he was the ambassador for....i laughed....it's all the footage of them following him around.......at one point marshall was on the zambonie (it smooths the ice down....during the intermission.......so, colin was playing musical chairs on the ice and i see the huge zambonie coming towards us....and i comment how huge it is.....and it passes us........now, we are watching the DVD and i see this.....you actually hear me laugh and marshall is saying...that's my brother...that's my brother.....the two of us had no idea we were there.....LOL! i stared at that thing....i guess i was so engrossed in the hugeness of it all......

there are other things too....but it was fun to watch some of the footage....with marshall's nurse.....

i am so tired........i forget what i was going to write about.....i guess this is what was meant to be...hopefully it will give you a laugh......cheer someone up.....that's what i do best.....mess up....flub up.....and always say the wrong things......and everyone laughs...i am good......i am okay with that....heck...i laugh........just wish sometimes it wasn't me....ALL THE TIME

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