Well, busy with school, projects, baseball, "the Man Cave", work....and the rest of life right now...hummmm.....do i have a brain? nope....all gone.....a co-worker today listened to a call while i was at work and i was reminding Catherine that Colin had batting practice....she said...i can't even keep up with what i have to do.....i really don't do that great of a job, but i do it.....i forget.....like yesterday....sean had batting practice...ended at 6:30, told the coach that i would be there at 6:30 and if it ended early take him over to my son's scrimmage (that particular son was supposed to be there but wasn't....another story...let's just say...big ars wart was frozen on his middle finger and he was not feeling good) so, our wish granter came over bc she was dropping off stuff she had for the Man Cave....i had patrick bring the stuff Marshall had in is closet (thank goodness......) so, i looked at my watch and it was early...i had plenty of time....we were setting out...not putting up but just laying against the wall where it might go...can't do anything until furniture comes (tomorrow) so i happen to look at my watch and it is 6:45......CRAP i run upstairs......forget why?...it's my life now....don't bother asking...useless.....then of course i have two of my children...that i gave birth to.....want to go...i am like....okay, get in the car,i am leaving.......waited...they are too slow, but i wait....race....safely of course.....two seconds away to go get sean...first i was gonna send liz to go get him...then i am like i am the mom...gotta be her......so, i get out and of course.....the parents of my other son's team is like "sean is over there" i thank them.....LOL....i did tell sean's coach (he has two sons on colin's team.....yes, i know how to play it....No not really....God always works things out.......if i could just have the patience to see things thru....) so, of course he was fine...happy with an ICEY......of course another thing i have to feel bad about...some other mom paid for it...ugh!!!! the coach asked how Colin was bc of the wart (he couldn't play) i said fine...now he has a cherry on his knee from the park....so, he couldn't play ball...but could go to the park....well...that is true bc you don't have to hold a bat....swing, and catch balls and such with a glove on...if you could see this wart.....LOL poor guy...and if you give my trouble ....don't bother i already got lectured by the dermatologist...but i explained to him that i just paid off over $300 worth of bills for warts and such on various kids last year...that just got paid off two months ago......he said you can pay $10 if you want a month.....i am like...i already did buddy....i did more than that but not much....
okay, so we were to get marshall in today sometime waiting for a call for a room at the Chemo Inn....normally it's at 4 pm....lol but at 9:22 am i got a call....!!!! swung the door of marshall's door and said "get up you gotta room and it's already" i scared the poop out of him.....he told the nurses i scared the crap out of him and they asked "well, hopefully not seriously".....okay that's the life we life....lot's of sad humor...but you know what.....it's life...i grew up with a million brothers and i am not that polite of a girl....sorry....dad's fault along with all my brothers and their friends....so, anyway....i did scare the heck out of him...he brought it up a million times when we got into the room and told every new nurse....nice i feel....great...and he makes the evil manly voice that i supposedly walked in with.....SERIOUSLY? i guess so......he loves to make fun of me.....just like his dad.....they love to laugh...and i give them plenty to laugh at...but marshall....he ummmm, goes to the extreme......then he gives me his loving wink....now what am i supposed to do......you get my drift...and i sit there.....and the nurses always laugh.....and i am like....do i keep quiet or lay my case and expain that his is SOOOOO wrong..."oh, but then if i rebutle then he will do it back...i can't win......yep.........LOL
We have one night of chemo this round , it's brian's turn to spend the night.....i am finally home....furniture tomorrow......marshall has not had the best of night's i guess......darn smells....throwing up again.....at least it's just one night!!!!! they should be able to leave tomorrow late morning.....don't really know when Chemo started......they are so slow....today we got there at 10:20 (checking in) and i was rushing out of hospital room with youngest aidan bc i had to bring him......i all of a sudden at 1:30 got a 2:00 appt at work...and i had to drop off aidan where he was spending the night....we made it safe.....no worries, but they were just getting hydration going.....not even chemo ordered and they called at what time? the nurse joked that next they call and say a room is ready we have to ask "are all the orders ready too?" LOL what a joke...so, i got back to brian after work at 6:10 and still no chemo....yes, brian left work to take my place.....aidan what a hoot....i thanked him for spending part of the day with me...he said "your welcome" like okay....LOL my little guy is gonna be gone before i know it and my oldest is basically already gone....where does the time go.? i don't know right now i am just trying to find the time in between the time to make sure i get the time that i am needing to get right and that doesn't even happen...so many times, and things and such.....i am a fluttering butterfly...that's what i want to think...not really i am a galoooot....don't ask me what it is but it's clumzy and such....bouncing off borders and roads and trees...that is what i am....BUT I AM STILL HERE LAUGHING AND LOVING ALL THAT I HAVE AND ALL THAT WILL COME.....i will hear conversations....and i will be like....pthththththt....no worries.....ugh.....do i have to?...........REALLY.....okay, who can i get to help? then just flat out .....ARE U SERIOUS? yep they are.....i am fine with being a flake now...but i am worried when all is normal and i will have no excuse....LOL maybe life will be a piece of cake....i can do cancer, with 7 kids, start working, homework with kids, man cave, baseball (we asked for it...can't complain), projects, money from whatever......shall i go on?
so, tomorrow marshall and brian get home sometime in early afternoon or late morning....they will pick up aidan, i will be at work in the morning til after 4 pm. furniture being delivered at 2:30-3:30, it's gonna be a good day!!!!! i am very excited to see it all in the room......i might just move down there with the dry bar and 60 inch TV and surround sound......you know i will be down there....marshall will have to say ....mom go away i am here with my friends and we don't want to listen to music.....LOL BTW i would never do that...i have an awesome stereo system up here...in family room that vibrates the windows....ask my dad!!!! yes, i love to jam......
life is wonderful! don't you think? look at our life...we are all alive, healthy (well most....unlike one that chose not to follow...wanted to be special....lol), all my children are with us (that is a huge one.....so many don't have a child still around) a roof over our heads, children that love us (don't know why), Our Lord that is here for us at all times....can feel Him this whole time....never once douted He wasn't here...............but look at us...we are happy, laughing and loving.....we are a very happy family....well, don't look at the typical teenager/sibling stuff...i had to deal with that while i was at work....yep....loved it...but i try to nip it in the butt......not always works but one of these days these two will grow out of it.....
like i said many months earlier "I am too blessed to be broken" i have a huge smile on my face.....spring is sprouting....as I am.....new life.....Lent is among us.......we sacrafice during Lent to remind us of what Our Lord did for us........the little we do.......complain about doing.........yep....Our Lord was whipped, mocked, laughed at, spit at.....had to carry a very huge wooden cross...imagine the spinters...going/rubbing back and forth on your shoulder........the iritation.....and the splinters.....the weight He had....we are coming close to the beginning of our faith began.....Our Lord's death.....our life......Heaven.....
think about what you have.....think about what others have.......and be so thankful.....you have nothing to complain/worry about.....I have nothing to complain about......i am blessed and I will always be...no matter what happens in the future.....NO MATTER WHAT
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